Hard Times
Here comes honesty at it's best. I have cried more in the last week than I have in YEARS! It has been almost daily, including while at my monthly visit with the doctor to check my weight. I thought surely with 25 pounds gone, this would be the cycle that there would be two line instead of one on the dreaded pee stick. But NOPE. just one line again. And with out being too graphic, lets just say the effort was defiantly put in on making the baby. And then before I could even go to CVS and buy the test I woke up one morning and found that again, it was not our turn. Doctors has assured me that getting healthy and losing weight was the ticket to my problems so why is this still so hard for us? Sitting in the room with the doctor as he handed me more and more tissues, he looked at me and said "Hannah, stop letting everyone tell you that when you stop worrying about it that it will happen because most of the people saying that to you have NO idea how it feels to be going through wha...